heyhey people! its been soooo long since i last blogged. wellwell, thats like eversince school started. hhms, 3 weeks or more? hhas. cant blame a person who is computer-less:D yup. now its in the midst of CHINESE NEW YEAR. and i know all the chineses kids out there are enjoying themselves with the money rolling into their pockets;) well, im one of them as well- but becareful not to lose them all at the 'black jack table' LOLS!
okayokay. time for some updates for the things that had happened. school has been busy. well actually not really but i realise i have been making myself busy with nothing. feeling veryvery dissappointed in myself. its like eversince school started my spiritual life totally went downhill. i dont want this to happen, but it just did. well, all i know is that i never want to go away from god, never again. its like life will totally take a 180degrees turn. sometimes you'd feel like 'woah im very happy, happy the way i am'- but that is just superficial. but the fact is everything is going wrong within yourself. aiyaa! its hard to explain:/ all i know is im trying hard to cling on, cling on to this vertical cliff. its hard, im tired, not knowing if i'll make it to the top. but i know, i'l never never let go of the rope. Lord i pray that this rope will not snap either.
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