Wednesday, June 20, 2007

joyful, joyful.
have you missed me much. haha! have been a better girl(cause im already a good girl) for the past few days, just so that i can go for agraone's chalet tomorrow:: D haha. daddy cannot read this or he'll know that i have an ulterior motive. whahaha! evil daughter.

remember the interview i mentioned, we got selected:: ) wenjin is super happy(and kanjiong), LOL! yes and so am i and crystal poh. but the interview was super funny, i could sense my dear seniors anxiety. okay, i'd be lying if i said i wasnt panicking. but being carmen, i had all the lame thoughts when they interviewed and i kept giggling to myself. tsk! i wonder where did those thoughts come from, hmm.

actually im still contradicting. honestly, im glad i got in. it isnt something that everyone gets to do. lots of learning opportunities and exposure. yet im worried about the many commitments i have aside of that. im just worried that i'd implicate my seniors if i wouldnt be able to commit. i know that above all else, God still comes first. and of course i hope that this is His plan:: ) i do want to take this seriously and expect a whole adventure out of it. woohoo!



and did i tell you i saw chenxiaowei on monday! it was coincidental. honestly when i looked and saw that it really was her, i was happy! its been some time. talked to her and realised how much i've missed this sweet girl<3.>

i'l worship at Your throne and whisper my own love song. with all my heart i'l sing for you my Dad and King.

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