be near oh God, be near.

hello there people, im here again! pardon me for slow updates recently, i've lost the momentum to post regularly. LOL! it must be facebook thats been keeping me busy all day. haha! yes, its a new found joy:: )


great enthusiastic bunch, part of group seven's SC:: )

SC outing was last staurday and i have to say, i had funn! although only a quarter of the group turned up, the small bunch of us did have a really good time bonding and getting to know one another. but i have to admit, running around is sure tiring. i wouldnt have been able to survive but thanks to the great amount of adrenalin rush, it kept me going. haha! i guess i've also learned a great deal through this meeting. alot on leadership, patience and working together. theres more to be done, and im in the process of learning:: ) more, more events and outings please! oh and before i forget, great job and cheers to my beloved SCOs; wenjin and crystal! i know im looved:: X

and a confession to make, carmen was naughty and missed service yesterday morning:: ( must have been really tired out from the sc outing, but i know thats no excuse. i will be a good girl once the new term starts, i will try and you have to remind me. any nice soul wants to be my alarm clock on sunday mornings and my reminder every other day. hahahah! and i have to warn you that it isnt an easy task, especially trying to be my alarm clock. LOL! and can you imagine, carmen needs people to remind her to be a good girl, dear mine!

well, at least i made it to evening service yesterday. met a few of them at the jamming studio and watched them butter their breads before we headed down to tampines. and no im not going to give yup halfway on my drummings this time, its time to go all the way for it. actually its more than just an instrument to be learned, but i really want to take it on to teach myself discipline and a great deal on following through. and for all who knows me knows this is something that i must be taught. LOL!

so quickly this precious year is drawing to an end. so much has happened and it all feels like it was just yesterday. like a gush of wind, things come and mercilessly take off. but of course, there are things that are rooted, and has stayed through:: ) and that, is comforting to hear. and i am definitely looking forward for the new year to begin, with great things, i believe God has prepared for our church. and it is just exciting to be involved. God is also beginning to work in my life, im just beginning to see all that desires to do in me and through me, taking me on His wings. but honestly, it isnt easy. just keep me running, and keep me going with lovee and much encouragement. im hanging in there, keeping strong in God's grace, i promise. and you know, you know i will stay still and know that He is God.

for such a time as this, i will choose to bless Your name, to give You all the praises due. all i need to hear, is that You are near and i will stand and trust that You are God.