dancers who dance upon injustice

welcome me back! haha, its been ten thousand years since i blogged! i know i know, how stagnant this blog water has been. it probably already bred three generations of mossies! LOL. carmen has been little miss buzzing-all-over-the-place because of school and everything else. or maybe it just all boils down to poor time management. soo, who wants to knock into me to realise that twenty-four hours is not thirty-three hours!

well, just to update you on the biggest hoo-haa recently; adam and eve danced at the outreach this year and yes, we took the floor. but no, it wasnt our groove, nor our strength. definitely not to our glory, but it all belongs to Him. it was truly because we had a mighty God that was backing us up:: ) through this, i've learned so much so much. so much about the heart of worship, so much about leadership, so much about teamwork, so much about the Father that takes pride in us. could i ever speak enough about how faithful our Father was, watching over us. and when we all were panicking and jumpy, how He never fails to remind me to know that He is God. it is also this time of which i was made weak, so that He was strong. made so small so that He was big. so thank God, thank God!

and of course theres a whole lot more of people to thank, for making this team possible. angie lim ai shan, shawn soh wei li, gladys soh bei yi, chen xiaowei. all your inputs made this dance what it is today! and thak you for your guidance and words of affirmation. always letting me know that i can do it, it definitely meant alotl, thank you!
joel leong jia le, our very faithful and anointed, super powerful worship leader:: ) thanks dude for always coming down and leading us in such beautiful times of worship, such times so soo precious, you may not even have seen it. but this, you've led, has brought this team this far. your constant encouragement has kept me going.
for those that always came down to support us! woots, you guys rock rock rock a&e's world. haha! it was exactly what we all needed. joheng, jowong, tuckie, nictan, joanne and some others:: ) now now, this is way moreee than a seven person's dance, it is indeed a region's dance. qigebage, your cheers integrates with the music, so much a part of us!
oh and how can i forget, our very own consultant, auntie michelle! haha, she was such a great great lady, she helped me to go way out in my thinking. well, of course, carmen being carmen is still very conservative in thought but i've loosen up just a little bit! haha.
and i got very very special people to thank, daisy gary and christina! thanks alot for dropping by. it did, it did meant alot:: ) zhiwei and david too and of course for those who intended to come down! its the thought that counts, and im countin your thoughts, thank youuu! carmen is still breathing bacause of your encouragements!

and so you think i forgot, my very very own team mates, dancers and late night survivors! melody, matthew, michelle, felice, jinlun, grace:: DDDD there is just sooo many soo many times i even thought of giving up, thought that i wont be able to pull through, but your constant words of affirmation kept me hanging in there, kept my hope running. the so many times i just feel like walking away, you guys never never fail to give me a pat on my back, reassuring me that we will pull through. you guys mean just so much so much to me. its truly thick and thin that we've pulled through. isnt that so? i love you, every of one of you. for you are precious, so so precious to me. God bless!

and i realised, that the moment i stepped back, i flood this river with a super long anf naggy post. haha! thats what its like when you miss blogging too much:: X hahahhaa! alright, thats about it people, carmen is off to bed! yawwns, wish me sll the best as i continue to slog my guts out in school, phew the battle with the books (or you will call them lecture notes) begins, again!