Sunday, December 25, 2005

a teary christmas

'the Christmas party' at VFC. wahahas. anyone who missed it *boohoo! u missed the melodious, beautiful sounding 'd'youths at caroling. LOLS! ok its like last night i totally did not sleep AT ALL! i stayed up and i did last min christmas cards for some of my beloveds. BUT i forgot to bring them out of the house:X WHOOPS! oh yes. my daddy send me and michelle this morning despite having worked through the night. love you upside down paps!!
everything in the production turned out rather fine. we the youths sounded great:D nothing really cropped up except for the sound system during the drama. the greatest thing of all would be the salvations. i dont know why but i felt the desperation to reach out to the unsaved at that moment and i kept praying and praying for the souls. praise God the turnout was well! i know all this would not be possible if God's hands of blessing werent upon us.
the thing that upset me most was that i was expecting my paps to turn up for the production, but he didnt, he overslept. i was so so discouraged. i teared:( but i understand that he has not slept throughout the night and would naturally feel tired eh? i dont blame him at all. i know that God will eventually make a way;)
then i made my way to my mums for their family Christmas gathering. ok. long story short, when we left, i was suppose to go to the nearest MRT and my mum forgot to tell her husband than after that blahblahblah and they started shoutin at each other(they started having disputes at the home already) but the thing that angered me most was that they quarelled in the presense of my lil brother. like can they spare a thought for my bro? do they even care how he feels? i really hurt for keith, i teared, AGAIN!
a tired and weary Christmas. but i still love JESUS! happy birthday Lord!!

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