my emotions took me on a roller coster ride
week two is drazing to an end and i am still taking things real lightly. uh-oh, i am going to end up being at the bottom of my batch, its a competitive cohord that i live with, its said. this week we started tutorial classes and i met my classmates. though we arent that knitted yet but i believe time will melt the ice:: ) today it got better thanks to an 'expressive' POA teacher's lesson. haha! TB28 would know what im ranting about.
went to CCC's welcome tea today together with terrence and alan(regionbee guys). it was quite a great thing whereby you can actually get together with the other fellow saints in school and know that you are not shining alone. see, God will never leave you to run the race all by yourself:: )
well, wouldnt be joining the NRA dance since the practice dates clashes with net. this issue has really taught me a huge lesson. before i went for the auditions i was like telling myself that i would only join given that the training dates doesnt fall on tuedays and fridays. and when i finally got into the auditions, both the training days indeed sat on these two days. the truth is saying was easy and doing was super hard, giving up just wasnt easy especially when dancing is the one thing i that i love and chances to join such a dance group doesnt come by so easily. but God, i choose to honour You because You know what is best for me. and so i still choose to walk in Your ways and Your paths. honestly, it wasnt easy. i mean it was giving up my big dream but like angie said, it wasnt easy for the disciples as well when they left everything behind and followed Jesus. and the thing was, they never asked why, never looked back and never regreted cause following Jesus was the best ever thing they had experience:: ) and so i send the email and made that decision, no turning back.
thanks jinguo and angie, it is in times like this i need brothers and sisters like you to tell me what i dont want to hear but have to hear. i so love you, hugs! yes and the other lesson that i learnt, i have to read the bible "cause soon will come the time where man cant help but only God's words will pull you through" says angie.
oh, and congratulations to mrs joann tan! haha, the long anticipated baby sarah has arrived on the 25th of april:: ) heard that mrs tan is still rather weak but baby is healthy and chubby, well, i think she inherited mrs tan's chubby cheeks too. am looking forward to visiting her with huiling next week. will be keeping you in prayers teacher, get well soon, <3.

as my small palm rests on Your big big hands, lead me wherever You want me to go.