take me deeper
thamcarmen is dead tired, really tried. haha, you should ask nicholas tan how i 'bounced' off him when he made a sudden brake. fine, i know you must then be questioning why am i up at such a late hour blogging, well i took after jinguos 'late night rantings' hahaha!
woke up super early to make it for class, its like my first class when the others are like attending their third, so you roughly get the idea:: P and nonetheless, i was half an hour late. greeted with a 'grand welcome of orh-hohs'. so it was a day of classes and services, though tired but God did help me to stay awake throughout sections with the additional help of hi-chew sweets. morning service did speak to me about going beyond knowing the facts about God but going personal, beyond lawlessness.
so i pray that with the help of the Holy Spirit God will help me to commit to do my devotions daily, at least for a start i have to try hard hard hard! oh and now im coming face-to-face with the little black devil; miss IBM. uhh, i need discipline but Daddy in Heaven please dont use the can on me:: / so if you have like practical ways of which i can discipline myself to not be stuck on the chair and glued to the screen for hours, tell me! to you whos scanning through this page, carmen loves you BIG; and i blew a kiss*