Wednesday, May 30, 2007

slipping a note under your cup of coffee
hey there people, it has been sometime. havent found time to blog and even if i had time at hand, i would want to go out. LOL, but not so much of a chance so far.
just had my presentation and it went, well not too bad:: ) and i thank God for that. wisdom, LOL! now im waiting for my next class to begin and so here i am popping by to wave a little 'hi' and hi a little five.
so quickly one month has gone by and im beginning to fit into the 'not-as-slack-as-you-think poly life' now who was the one that told me polyis a place to slack. tsktsk! but i guess the pressure is pushing me, just what i needed. but please dont go past the border, i'l probably suffocate. its never daddy who gives me pressure, it is always me.
common test is just an armlength away, i still cant believe it. but thank God i only have 3 papers to sit for, phew! oh yes, and that means holidays isnt too far away too, woohoo a break from this hectic traffic. chalet, BBQ and more BBQ and outings! haha, book me before im taken. but i do want to spend some time with daddy. so i'l mark out a day or two just for time with dad. hhm, i wonder whats daddy's love language.
daddy how i wish you could see this heart i've hidden, a heart of gratitude
daddy how i wish you could see im trying hard to be your perfect little girl
daddy how i wish you could see it hurts to see you mad
daddy how i wish you could see you mean the world to me
daddy how i wish you could see i would be nothing without you, nothing
daddy how i wish you could see all i want is to hear you say 'im proud of you'
daddy how i wish you could see the tears that flows behind the door
daddy how i wish you could see how i yearn to wrap my arms around you, kiss you goodnight
daddy how i wish you could see i love you, i really do.
oh, and daddy how i wish you could see this blog:: D

my daddy loves me with the cane, but he loves me anyway.

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