my prince charming riding on his white guitar
was at edge last saturday and service was great. during the worship God's presence just became so tangible and it ministered to me. after a long week of heavy work load, being wrapped in God's presence just restores and refreshes my inner being. standing there in His tender loving embrace just makes me whole again.
jeremy preached about facing our failures and i could totally relate. me, one who takes failure as the biggest fear factor in life sure struggle alot in this aspect. every time i face a setback it is almost like i cannot try again, i'l just take it as it is. soon, i become afraid to try because im afraid to fail. what would others think about me, how would others see me; things i became overly-obsessed with. yet this fear would rob me of the big destiny God has for me. so afraid to try, i too have underestimated the power of my BIG God.
so Lord i ask for your forgiveness, forgive me for i have limited You and your possibilites. Lord help me to fully understand and to trust the destiny you have for me in my life. Lord this day i choose to believe that i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me:: ) i may not see nor understand what You have in store for me, but teach me to entirely lean on You my BIG Daddy in Heaven for You hold the world in Your hands, of whom shall i be fearful of.
okayokay, i got to run to bed now or im going to be late for school again. haha! take care all you blessed ones. God loves you and so does carmen:: ) *lights out*

so here i stand face-to-face with the lions of which i once fleed from; in the strength of the Lord